Silliness.

[k_crow]

Sometimes, I just have to laugh at myself.

I just found out today that the one gal here at work that I had a bit of a crush on, had her last day here at work last Friday. *Cute* redhead, and I never felt comfortable enough to ask if she was straight/bi/etc. Not to mention not being highly comfortable with the notion of outing myself at work. Being out as pagan, fine. Being out as poly and bi, more problematic.

Well, we're having a silent auction for United Way. Various items were donated, and among them was a tall citrus pillar candle donated by the cute redhead. So, I bid on it for 20. Kinda nervous, not really sure I should've done that. Then, when I went up there and looked, someone else had outbid me. I could bid again, but realistically, it was a silly impulse. And the degree to which I'd be bidding out of sentiment, rather than actually considering the candle to be worth that much, simply adds to the silliness.

So, I came back down here, with mixed emotions, and laughed at myself a bit. I'm truly silly when it comes to crushes, swirls of emotion that cause me to act like an utter jackass. Ah well. C'est la vie.

Comments

[lerryn.livejournal.com]

Love, remember : jackasses are male, by definition. The female form is a jenny-ass :)

Re:

[k-crow.livejournal.com]

Riiiight. Forgot about that. ;)

*harrumph*

[jenkitty.livejournal.com]

I resemble that remark. :)

Re: *harrumph*

[k-crow.livejournal.com]

Hee!