Random babblings.
Apr. 9th, 2002 04:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
k_crowOK, so, I've been wondering when I'd hear back from my mom. Answer: This afternoon, saying she will be able to get together with me tonight. So, I suggested a restaurant down in her neck of the woods, and will be headed there in a couple of hours.
And I'm scared, stressed, and doubting, second-guessing myself like crazy. I'm wondering why I couldn't leave well enough alone, etc, etc. It's the doubts attacking, again. Actually, I'm calmer now than I was when I first got her reply this afternoon. Then I was just monotonously repeating swear words. Now, I guess in large part since I was finally able to decide on a place to suggest we meet, I'm just waiting. Figuring at this point that the spirit will move me when I talk with her, and we'll see where it goes.
BTW, did Mercury go retrograde on us again? Just wondering, since my major attempts at clarifying things in my life and getting significant communication across tends to coincide with Mercury going retrograde. Do I believe in astrology? Yes and no. Mostly i look at it as another focus for precognitive abilities, like tarot cards or runes or whatever. One that I happen not to use, but that some friends of mine do, and it seems to work for them.
And I'm scared, stressed, and doubting, second-guessing myself like crazy. I'm wondering why I couldn't leave well enough alone, etc, etc. It's the doubts attacking, again. Actually, I'm calmer now than I was when I first got her reply this afternoon. Then I was just monotonously repeating swear words. Now, I guess in large part since I was finally able to decide on a place to suggest we meet, I'm just waiting. Figuring at this point that the spirit will move me when I talk with her, and we'll see where it goes.
BTW, did Mercury go retrograde on us again? Just wondering, since my major attempts at clarifying things in my life and getting significant communication across tends to coincide with Mercury going retrograde. Do I believe in astrology? Yes and no. Mostly i look at it as another focus for precognitive abilities, like tarot cards or runes or whatever. One that I happen not to use, but that some friends of mine do, and it seems to work for them.
